thirty weeks!

yay!! is all i can say.

i know this has gone by fast in a way but now it gets tricky.  i don't know if i want it to hurry up or not.  i know it will be here before i know it.   i am loving my time with your big brother, but it's hard to chase after him with this growing belly. 

note to self: just because i look down and see that the shirt fits, doesn't mean it looks good from the side. (haha).

taking our weekly pictures obviously doesn't happen too often.  but we are trying.  

my little sam, since your 4d ultrasound i just can't help but dream of your sweet face.  i feel huge and have decided i can only gain so much more weight.  although, that decision doesn't really match well with the decisions i make sporadically to bake sweets or finish up whatever your brother doesn't eat.  

oops!

you kick like  c r a z y. 

which kind of scares me.  but i'm trying to tell myself it's just a glimpse of that little personality you hold.  oh my we are so excited for you!  your room is almost complete.  it's not much different than your brothers but we tried to make it your own.  everyone thinks i'm crazy for wanting to get it done right now because i still have  t e n  weeks to go.  but i guess you can just call me anxious.   i love having our house ready for any occasion, even if that means a new baby coming in a few months.  

we love you little samuel more than you know!

xxoo